Monday, May 03, 2010

Lately I have been going through a difficult time at home with countless arguments happening every now & then. Grandma is experiencing emotional turmoil, frequently getting out of control as the memory of her unhappy past slowly unfolds. This happened partly due to the fact that she could not accept grandpa's current situation. Not to forget the jealousy, doubts & suspicions that she has for the nurse aggravated the problem. With tough days like these, what could better than keeping myself occupied & ignore everything else. I thought that drowning myself with work will help me escape for the day.

However, it's not always sunny at the other side. Things get worse when your superiors are head on against each other. Imagine working in a tensed environment full of frustration & politics. It's no wonder I'm starting to feel that I don't gain any new knowledge, career-wise. One would ask if this dog & cat fights ever end.

WL is working out of the country for a week. Thanks to tech advancements, we are able to chat everyday. But on lonely days like this, who wouldn't want to snug up cosily to him for a warm, comforting hug that everything will be okay? Or cry my heart out while he searches for soothing words to calm me down? My heart felt like there's a missing piece without his presence. Oh God, how much I miss him dearly...=(