Thursday, November 23, 2006

I broke a ceramic cup today T.T. It was an accident but it was all thanks to my careless-ness. Part of it was due to the lack of space at the counter. I guessed it was my mistake to put the cup too near the edge of the counter. When the customer called me, I accidentally dragged the cloth which the cup was on. In fact, I was prepared for a paycut but the boss said it's okay since it's just a cup. But she sounded kinda pissed when asking me about how the cup fell & broke. Felt really guilty throughout the day *sobs*. Boss' mood lightened up a little bit later in the afternoon. I wasn't so stressed up anymore. Anyways, I was too busy with work to even care about the incident since business was pretty good as usual. Hope that nothing will happen tomorrow.

Speaking of customer, this middle-aged Malay man...sorry, I'm not being racist here but I'm only referring to this idiotic old man who called me before the incident happened. He's such a pervert whenever he sees me. His stare sent chills down the spine. He came in yesterday with a colleague & started staring at me non-stop. At first, I shrugged it off...thinking it wasn't a big deal since it wasn't the first time I received stares from Malay men. The first time was while working in KL. Hey, wait. I did mentioned this before, didn't I? *checks archive* Oh, my bad. I totally forgot XD.

It happened in March while I was working for the taxation institute, if y'all remember. This office-boy came into the office to deliver some documents & the minute he laid eyes on me, the staring didn't end there. Then he asked, "did you go to Hard Rock Cafe last Friday night?". I was like...o_O BWUH?! "I thought I saw you there & you looked really familiar," he continued. "Erm, I don't even go out at night. I'm not allowed to," I muttered. Haha. You should've seen how embarrassed he was. But dang, that didn't stop the staring. He freaked me out, seriously. Hate those pervy stares. Grrr~

Back to the pervy old hag today, first off he told his Indian colleague that I'm pretty. The colleague nodded in agreement. Next, old hag commented that I should pinch my nose to give it a higher lift. What kind of comment is that?? I ignored but felt really intimidated after that. I know I shouldn't be so flustered about this man. Y'all will most likely suggest that I ignore his statements. But I feel that this harrassment should stop. Better than letting it get worse. Mum's friend said she'll take the orders if that old man appears. At least, I don't have to face that dirty old man. I don't mean to be racist so please forgive me if I offended anyone.

This is specially dedicated toTVXQ member, Youngwoong Jaejoong:
Dear Jaejoongie, now that your biological father has decided to withdraw the lawsuit...take good rest & give your full spirit in the performance for the 51st Asia Pacific Film Festival in Taipei tomorrow. Same for Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu & Changmin. Regardless of whether you're adopted or not, we as fans will always give lots of love & support to you & TVXQ. You'll always be our beloved Kim Jaejoong/Youngwoong Jaejoong. TVXQ hwaiting~